Holy crap, it’s 2010. That means I’m getting married this year. In less than nine and a half months. Holy crap holy crap holy crap. Omigod omigod omigod. Suddenly, what felt so far off one week ago feels like it’s going to happen any minute. It feels like there is so much to do. Addresses invitations clothes gifts officiant rings rentals website WTF!!!

Do we really have to do it this year? Can we just push it back to 2011? 2011 sounds nice. April 9, we can do April 9, 2011. THAT SOUNDS REALLY NICE.

*whimpering*

/ freakout

Awww. Baby’s first panic attack.