Yesterday, Becca of A Los Angeles Love posted about wedding articles and the people who comment on them, specifically in reference to this wedding budget article on Jezebel.* Later on, my friend sent me a link to yet another subpar wedding budget article on Jez. If you haven’t read it (please do), what basically happens is that two women get together and make fun of stereotypically insane brides and their massively inflated budgets.
I read that article last night. And I got mad.
The ugly caricature of a bride is so utterly pervasive in our society. Television has a special way of exploiting the worst of the wedding industry for the purpose of our entertainment. And I understand why that is — who’s going to tune into a show about a normal couple balancing their budget and making rational decisions? But there’s something more at work here than just media.
What is up with the woman-bashing?
Yeah, you heard me. I said woman-bashing, because men are never implicated in this role. Oh, right, that’s because we’ve cajoled, manipulated, or deceived them into their reluctant walk down the aisle – or at least that’s what every beer commercial and sitcom implies. Ah, but that’s an argument for another time. Right now I’m focusing on common discourse about brides, and moreover, about women.
We’ve established guidelines for discussing what a woman chooses as her career, whether she chooses to have children, whether she chooses to stay at home. No, they are not always followed, but they are there, to remind people to respect the choices of others. But weddings? No. Weddings are the last frontier. Weddings are one place where lambasting women is the norm — is actively encouraged, even. Mention a wedding around the average person and their eyes reflexively start to roll. Their heads shake solemnly. “Those brides,” they smirk. “They are so crazy.”
Confession time: I used to do this, after I first got engaged. Many of my first posts made fun of the “typical bride,” caught up in a frenzied flurry of tradition and unnecessary consumption. But now, I’m just so, so over it. Maybe I’ve submerged myself so deeply in the blogs of actively awesome, actively sane people that the — I’m not going to say the B-word — MonsterBride image has become but a blip on my radar. In fact, I don’t feel like I’ve ever actually even met a MonsterBride in person, even though our mass media insinuates that I should be tripping over them at every turn.** I know they do exist, but it’s my understanding that they thrive only in their natural habitats; popular cultural evidence seems to suggest these are Kleinfeld’s, bridal expos, and Orange County, CA. Point being, MonsterBride feels like a tired myth gone completely awry. Why are we actively participating in perpetuating it?
This image is so entrenched in our culture that normal women — women whose values don’t align with MonsterBride’s — go through this process of initiation after getting engaged where they feel like they actively have to prove that they aren’t, themselves, a monster. I was all over this. There was a period of several months after our engagement when I overreached. I actively cornered people and tried to show them, hey! I’m OK! I’m getting flowers from the market! I don’t care about bouquets! I don’t want a white dress! Then I absolutely flipped out when my mother decided to email all the pictures from my dress-shop visits over Christmas to my entire extended family, because — OMG — there were pictures of me trying on ridiculously poufy, traditional dresses, and what if my family now thought that’s what I wanted? What if they thought I was one of those?
Is this perhaps what the women at Jezebel are going through? Are they simply trying to sever themselves from the myth of the insane bride? I don’t know, for I am not them. But this is what I do want to know: HOW is promoting the MonsterBride stereotype helpful in advancing the station of women? HOW have budgets become a ruler for evaluating a bride’s individual worth? Instead of wasting their time doing a self-congratulatory dance, these ladies should be at work examining why the stereotype exists, why the discrepancy in budgetary criticism exists, and how we should go about breaking these things down. For shame, Jez. For shame.
Let’s flip the fucking script. End this fucking nonsense. WE are the typical bride. Moreover, we are not just brides, we’re people. We are people planning a wedding. More or less with our partners.*** We have various goals, various budgets, and various options. We have our heads on straight and our eyes wide open. We are millions strong, and we count, too.
And we are awesome.
This is the only I will type this wretched word here, but: You know what happened to Bridezilla? We killed her. We murdered her and then we went to a bar, and we drank booze. Sweet, sweet booze.
Now, let’s stop talking about her.
Word.
***UPDATE*** Annnnnd Becca has just posted an email she sent to Jezebel (we are not the same person, I swear), in which she spells out her troubles with how Jez and the rest of mainstream media aren’t giving women and weddings a fair shake — and so much more eloquently than I have here.
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* For those unfamiliar: Jezebel is an online publication based out of New York that focuses on pop culture topics from a feminist standpoint.
** And that, because I have a vagina and all, I should be one.
*** Individual mileage may vary.
we sort of talked about this before, but in a weird way, watching a bunch of episodes of *Say Yes to the Dress* really cured me of my wedding superiority complex. because, yes, i was also one of those people who was all “WASTE OF MONEY OMGWTFBBQ.”
intriguingly, “Say Yes” is kind of a trainwreck show for me. i watch it even though it skeeves me out at times (uh, like that one ep you posted on with the fathers and daughters). but it’s taught me tolerance. while i don’t think that i would spend $10,000 on a dress, and i don’t think that i would have that teary OMG moment with The One Dress To Rule Them All, i don’t think that’s all bullshit anymore. the women on that show who have that moment, who see themselves standing in front of the mirror, in the perfect dress, and start crying…it’s moving. i kind of get choked up myself sometimes. these women aren’t thinking “oh, won’t jane be jealous because my dress is going to be so much better than hers.” they’re honestly moved by the experience.
i think that when we get on our high horses about how much other people spend on weddings and whether it’s an enormous waste, we forget that there are real people behind the wedding, and real emotions. sure, some people go overboard: they spend beyond their means, or they engage in snotty entitled behavior, or they go bigger just to impress the world. but you know what? that happens *all the time.* this behavior is not limited to weddings. and for most people, whether they’re getting hitched at city hall or spending $50,000 on an over-the-top fairy tale wedding, really just want a wedding that suits them, that suits their family and friends, that celebrates their relationship.
so i agree: no more judging. do what you want, spend what you want, and be happy.
I love how both of our reaction to the other person’s post was “OMG I just posted the same thing!” followed by “But you did it so much better, saying everything I meant to say.”
In other words, I was still working through how to talk about the gender things for next week, but you did it for me. I’m just excited to see these questions get tackled publicly, in a way that reminds us of what is and isn’t right about this process and our interactions with it.
First of all, I love you for writing this.
Second of all, you could not be more right. I used to think that I would have to spend that much money on our wedding. It’s not as though I thought someone was going to hold a gun to my head and force me to fork over $5K for a wedding dress, but I thought it was the norm. I thought it would be weird if we didn’t plan our wedding “right”.
I really do find it ridiculous that the idea of the, as you said, MonsterBride continues to be so pervasive throughout society. I mean, seriously? people still believe that crap? SERIOUSLY?!
But it’s true. I didn’t think it was. But it definitely is. I’ve gotten weird looks when I said I didn’t care about the food at the wedding. When I told one of my bridesmaids that I didn’t care what she wore, she thought she misheard me and had to have me clarify for her. And when I did, she was still surprised that I didn’t care. When I told the same thing to the bridal salon, I got confused looks. And when we went suit shopping for my fiancee, the salesmen had the gall to repeatedly talk about how all guys (including mine) are whipped and listen solely to the opinion of their fiance/wife.
I’ve been repeatedly reminded, from all corners of the wedding planning process, that the MonsterBride idea is still out there. Alive and strong. And it’s probably one of the most frustrating aspects of wedding planning. If I hadn’t discovered blogs like this one where people are actually sane, I’d probably still think The Knot represents an accurate view of contemporary brides. When the day comes that my friends/sisters/cousins asks for wedding planning advice, I’ll hand them a copy of Offbeat Bride and direct them toward my blog list, because, honestly, it’s the best way to stay sane.
I am still surprised, each time I read about/see MonsterBride. STILL. It seems so effing trite and stale. But nobody else (well, nobody else who’s not sane AND planning a wedding) seems to realize that.
Your point about how so many people seem to agree MonsterBride is alive and strong? Sometimes I think I must be batshit insane, because I look at the friends I have chosen, I look at the women I know, and I don’t see any living example of MonsterBride, or what her unengaged cohorts might be (Sex-and-the-City-type women?). Then I think: Am I living under a rock? Am I blind? Because the discrepancy between the way women are portrayed in the media and what the average person seems to believe women act like, and the REAL HONEST-TO-GOD women I know, is HUGE. It’s a gaping chasm. And I wonder: why are we so rarely represented as anything other than vicious, petty, backstabbing, bauble-coveting shrews? Gah.
I have hope. I have hope that the sanity will gradually win.
Great posts. And Slimlove, it’s funny that you mention the $50k over the top fairy tale wedding, because I went to a wedding last year (while I was in the pre-K stages of wedding planning) that I was expecting to be totally over the top after I found out it was going to cost $50k.
And it totally wasn’t. It was rocktastic, but in no way over the top. So that was the first wedding-budget-judgment event that really opened my eyes and slapped me out of any newby-wedding-moral-superiority stance. I had just had no idea what these things cost. (and that wedding made me realize that the actually over-the-top fancy weddings I’d been to previously were probably six-figure affairs — holy shit! and then i thought i should become better friends with those couples in hopes that they’ll by lake houses and invite me to them.)
Anyhow, the couple at this wedding had big families and a lot of genuinely good friends (because they’re awesome), so there were close to 200 people there, and it was in the Bay Area in season, AND most folks were from out of town so they had a casual welcome party for everyone the night before. The cost almost entirely came down to just feeding and boozing people (and not lobster or fancy shit! a brewery/apps welcome party and a simple but tasty wedding buffet!). The bride wore a $300 dress from Macy’s, and the couple reused the simple florals from the cermony for centerpieces, didn’t have uplighting or a coordinator or hair stylist/makeup artist or specialty linens or chivaris or a wedding party or a photobooth or abundant flowers or a wedding cake or a band or a pro photographer or letterpress invites or really, any of those lovely but pricey extras people always self-righteously say they’ll just go without to throw their own simple, affordable weddings. (Oh, and meanwhile the bride’s small-town mid-western family members were giving her tremendous grief for spending so much more than they did. Argh.)
So yeah, sorry, this overlong comment has more to do with your recent budget post, but I couldn’t resist sharing this little anecdote about budget assumptions and judgments (and of course, no offense meant to Slimlove, I know you were just throwing out a number without any judgment implied). To try to bring it back: It would be great if the world could drop this idea that anyone spending over $5k on a wedding is a crazy self-centered idiot who just wants to show off / be a princess, and who, like Barbie, is “not very good at math.” Or, ahem, if at least feminist sites like Jez could stop promoting it.
none taken!
aaahh…. you guys are so wonderful, always putting my random angry throughts into coherent, eloquent sentences. I love when I get to realize how totally non-unique I am: I went through the exact same process of overcompensating to make sure I was not at all demanding or typical bride-ish. To a point I still think I’m doing this, though I’m far more honest and real about things and I fully credit that to reading the words of wonderful people like all of you guys. It just made me realize that there is a place I fit in – a world of normal, sane women! – and I don’t have to fight so hard against some mythical stereotype.
Mythical perhaps but certainly very present. One day when I was complaining to the fiance about something wedding related, he jokingly said “here come the seeds of ” I proceeded to FLIP OUT. I know he obviously doesn’t think this and was attempting to be funny, but it just underlined to me how pervasive this stereotype really is. It’s like society threatens you with this label, holding it over your head, and the the moment you show frustration or a real dedication to some aspect of the wedding they are ready to drop it on you. We do have to fight back and I’m so glad Becca sent that email so that hopefully someone else out there starts to treat weddings, and brides, fairly. Because it is a ridiculous amount of pressure to throw a fun, authentic wedding that properly honours your commitment and your community while at the same time being completely carefee, non-demanding, and super-cheap. Honestly, this pressure has gotten to me far more during wedding planning than the more talked about stresses of actual planning/paying for things.
the bad “B-word” was left out of that comment (“here come the seeds of _B-Word_”). putting it into dashes was probably some unintended html script – oooooor, it is well aware of how angry this word makes us and therefore knowingly censored it.
You know the one time I went all MonsterBride? When my mom called me that dreaded B-word. She was joking, but it really pissed me off because I HATE THAT WORD. It’s really stupid and really untrue. Truly.
I went through this whole phase too. I struggled with being a cool, green, budget -friendly, politically correct bride who wasn’t going to get in a tizzy over her dress.
Fuck that.
I inadvertently lined myself up with a Bridal Coach who wanted to use me as her guinea pig. I was down with it, even though I didn’t know WTF a Bridal Coach was. The big thing she taught me was that it was WAY ok for me to indulge in everything bridal. We’re goddamn BRIDES, we are SUPPOSED to get choked up when we find the dress. We’re supposed to want everyone RSVP because we want people to come and be a part of the thing that forever joins your life with another. Is that so bad? I think not. Are we suddenly uncool crazy bitches? No. We are not.
I have yet to read this Jezebel article, but clearly its pissing of my like-minded bloggers so maybe I shouldn’t.
Thanks for the incredible commentary. You rock.
Um so. I got throught the first two paragraphs of that article and then I had to stop. Also, which imaginary New York is she living in where $29,000 is a downpayment on a home? I want to move there.
Such a great article! I did the same thing in the first months of my engagement, and honestly, I can’t wait for the wedding to be over just so I won’t feel like I have to qualify the time or energy I’m putting in to planning it. I used to plan events for a living, and I absolutely loved that job, but I feel like I can’t fully enjoy planning my wedding (which is going to be one hell of a party, let me tell you) cuz then I’m “just another silly bride.” Fuck that.
I am so, so glad to have found such a great community of bloggers who think like I do about this – we’re trying to be practical, but we still want to throw a party to celebrate our marriages. Is there something so wrong with that?
I was gifted a book called, “The Anti-Bride” right after I got engaged. It really confused me. How was I deemed the Anti-Bride for one? And two, why is the book telling me what to do when mainstream media is also telling me what kind of bride to be? I think that’s why I had so many issues planning our wedding in the beginning. It took months to sift through all that crap until I started to read the various wedding blogs like APW, 2000 Dollar Wedding, A Backyard Wedding, etc. From there I found different resources who didn’t make me feel like the Anti-Bride, but the Bride I wanted to be. Thanks for the post. As someone who is four months away from the wedding day, trying to keep her family together and her timeline in check, I appreciate it.
Yes, the monster is slayed! We may now go about our (extra)ordinary lives!
Came over from APW and must say I *adore* this post. I had cut back to only one wedding-y blog to avoid the insanity, but I’m adding you to my daily reading list. Keep up the, um, awesomeness!
God bless ya. 🙂 I posted a response on my blog and sent it to the author. Please let me know if you hear back anything!!!